If I could have a gay BFF....

He would be it. Love him.

In love with love...

I just finished reading "The Last Song" by Nicholas Sparks and am once again in love with the idea of love. I know love isnt something you can buy. (JLo wrote a whole song about that. My looove dont cost a thang!) But what is it about summer love that's so....mesmerizing? And even though everyone knows it's going to end (Most of the time) they go for it anyways? There's just something about summer. Usually I NEVER want summer to come because Arizona is well a desert and there's no oceans around to make it bearable. Just pools. And pools. And pools. Not so fun. Especially because I'm not a swimmer. I'm hoping and crossing my fingers for something to happen to me this summer. I'm going back to Europe except this time I will be exploring London and France. My mom will practically be begging me to find myself a European boy toy and God wouldn't that just be the best? Having fun with someone foreign, they dont know anything about you, none of your embaressing secrets, they didnt know you in elementary school when you were extremeley awkward looking and wore glasses? And my absolute favorite-no friends to embaress you and ruin your one and only chance with a guy -_- (Personal experience. Can you tell?)

I was talking to my friend Sadie today and she said that she thinks next year will be the year for me and her to find our right guys. I hope she's right. I can only read about love for so long without experiencing it.

Rain...Rain...Wait-Dont go away!!!

Staring at my math book. No sudden urge to open it.

So tired.

Gotta love leave in conditioner.

Dude....I kinda look like Snooki here! EEK!

Shiny hair!

The innocent look I pull on my teachers when I'm muy confused/dont know the answer.

Don't be fooled by her cuteness! She's BAD!

It rains like...once every year in Arizona. This year though we have been getting boat loads! One week it literally rained everyday for like five days. The thing about Arizona rain, in the exception of the summer when monsoons happen, it's always very pretty and calming to watch. My little puppy (ok big puppy!) Cherokee enjoyed playing in the rain since she's not used to it. My little Malteses ran away from it. I'm also NOT a jeans and T shirt kind of girl but when bad weather strikes it's time to pull out the sweat shirts!!! My favorite? My cheer sweatshirt from freshman year. Sooo comfy. And I was also having an incredibly good hair day :) Those are rare :P

I have AIMS testing tomorrow which I am not looking forward to. For you non Arizonans it's just the standardized high school test you have to pass to graduate. I'm not worried about the next two days, they are just reading and writing, my best subjects. The math test in April is what I"m going to be freaking out about. But let's not worry just yet.

I think this sweatshirt will be worn tomorrow as well. It's ok to take a lazy day once a year ;)

Sometimes we just want to be left alone

There is always about one day every once in a while where I just want to be by myself. No interuptions. No constant noise. Maybe just me and my ipod for a few hours and getting to sleep in. Everyone needs that once in a while. On those days I'm easily irritated and it doesnt help everyone takes everything that I'm saying the wrong way. One of those moments happened just a few minutes ago, and instantly "Leave Me Alone" popped into my head.

Jasmine

I was on Teenvogue.com since sadly my subscription ended without me knowing and I've head to borrow them from my friend to get any real look at them lately, well, I took a "What Disney Princess are you??" Quiz and you can see my result! I love Jasmine and Aladdin is one Disney movie I can watch over and over and OVER again. Jasmine is such a strong princess who doesnt just diddle daddle for her Prince to come. She actually doesnt want to be tied down! She's my second favorite Disney Princess, Ariel, of course being number one because of her love for music and singing. I can relate. *shy*


I SHOULD be doing my Britney shoot BUT mother nature granted me a surprise RIGHT before my competition yesterday and so I'm a wee bit exhausted. The good thing is though I dont have practice at all this week since Cheer is kinda over so I will get it done soon. (I feel so bad for all these unfulfilled promises but I will get it done!!) Oh, and about the competition we came in second place! We didnt even care if we got first because we literally pulled together our routine in two weeks and we hit everything, we were on point, and loud of course and did our coaches proud! Plus the winning team only beat us by nine points. Darn them.

Well I am off to bake some cookies. I will be craving all things sweet today and then all things salty and greasy tomorrow. Joy, joy, joy.

Amazeballs

I am in LOVE with JLO's outfit right here! I dont care how many people hate her girlfriend has her own style and I love it :) Yo soy boriqua tambien Jennifer! ;)

Ultimate Birthday Gift

I'm not asking much for my birthday this year even though I am turning the big 1-6!

All I want is to be able to get my permit. Hehe. Yes I still dont have it. There is one thing though I have wanted for THREE years now. The jeans Britney wore in her Piece of Me video. *nods*

I was obsessed with them from the minute I saw that video, I mean they had MILLIONS of holes in them yet they were not at all trashy. I'm obsessed with ripped denim and I HAD to had them. Around last year I finally found the brand online and have been aching for them ever since. Lucky me, they're on sale for only 99 dollars on destroyeddenimbrand.com

I have been sending daily emails to my mom, sister, brother and friends BEGGING for these beauties. I would wear them until they fall off, and if they ever got too tight, heck I would lose the weight around my butt to keep them wearable. If I could only get one thing for my birthday-it is Britney's jeans.

Check out the beauties in her Music video below!

Inspiration

I was SO glad when Candie's announced Britney will continue to be the face of Candie's for the next year.I mean hello! How could they possibly top her?!

They just released the first couple of photos and I already want to go out and buy every piece she's wearing. I'm not crazy about her hair (How HARD is it to get her decent extensions or a wig? SHE'S LOADED!!!!) But everything else looks amazing :)

I'm in the mood to do a Britney shoot along with a long post about how and why exactly she inspires me and why I love her so much. It goes much more beyond the music. I promise.

Saturday I have a big cheer competition so I'll hopefully have time to get the shoot done Sunday since the ideas are fresh in my mind. I'm going to have to borrow my little sister again. Hehe.

*Backstage photos courtesy of CoCoPerez*

My Top 25

Hot as Ice by Britney Spears. *sings*

Yeaaaah, yeaaah, yeahhh, yeaaaaaaaaaahhhh

In my opinion the best song on the Blackout album. It still amazes me how the blackout album is her only album not to hit number one (stupid "Eagles" whoever you are) and the fact it hasnt reached a million copies sold. Ask ANY Britney fan and they will say Blackout is her best album so far. It has such an urban beat and catchy lyrics it's instantly irresistable. It just became number one with 131 plays.

Circus was my number one song for a loooooong time. Hot as Ice barely beat it out. Not only was it a much better comeback song than Gimme More BUT the lyrics are so haunting. They're talking about the adrenanline of performing and the ectasy of getting to be a performer. Very relateable to me.

One, two, three not only you and me got one eighty degrees and I'm caught in between! I love when Britney makes such a sweet song but with naughty lyrics. I didnt know what to expect when the news of 3 broke out-but I was instantly hooked. Max Martin and Britney are an amazing duo.

Kiss Me All Over-if you havent heard this song it's because it technically isnt one, it's actually a demo I found about two years ago online. Go on Youtube and look it up however-it's a beautiful song with a great dance beat. If Britney never releases this-I will TOTALLY sweep it up when I become a singer. It screams a hit and I can imagine an amazing dance sequence in my head.

Don't Ask.

All For You by Janet Jackson. This was one of my first music videos in life and it is still one of my favorites. All the girls at the party look at that body shakin that thing like you never did see! It's the ultimate feel good girls night out song and that explains why it was Janet's last REALLY BIG hit. It has all the makings of a legendary pop song. Love it.

You Rock My World by Michael Jackson. His last big hit. I remember this song came out when I first moved to Arizona. I remember my WHOLE family sitting around our rented apartment watching this video premiere on MTV. I was seven at the time and thinking "Why is that old guy kissing that young girl??" Because he was Michael Jackson and could do whatever he wanted. It always and continues to amaze me how he covered his face with a hat and you could barely see who he was-yet you always recognized him. Darkchild produced this song which explains why I love it-he's one of Britney's main producers.

P-p-p-poker face!

The song that won Gaga her Grammy's!

I love the accoustic version just as much.

When this video came out I remember texting all my friends going "Britney's back! She's BACK!" since it was a million times better than her Gimme More video. Little did I know then that her Circus videos would top Piece of Me by a mile. I love this song though since it's such a clear representation of her life. Not to mention it won her her first VMA's! Me and my best friend would blast this song constantly.

Bet On It By Troy Bolton/Zac Efron

I love HSM. Cant help it *shy*

Baby One More Time. This song is ten years old!!!!

And it never stops sounding amazing when it comes upon my shuffle. Britney's first hit that blossomed a long term relationship with Max Martin as her producer. That man is a genius.

What It's Like to Be Me by Britney Spears. Sadly wasnt a single off the Britney album. But I always heard a familiar voice in the background and recently found out it was Justin! They worked together on a song for her album and I think it was supposed to be released but then sadly the world's best couple broke up :(

I still want them back together.

Body Language by Jesse McCartney. I refuse to listen to the T-Pain version. He ruins the song. But I love me some Jesse :)

Smooth Criminal. I always wanted to perform this song with him. It has that haunting sound to it. Sadly, that dream will never become a reality.

Overprotected by Britney. I think of all her songs this one I relate to the most. When you're talking and no one is listening and no one cares and you're just talking to yourself. When you're not allowed to live your life without everyone throwing their two cents in. My favorite song by Britney ever.

Cold Hearted. Best Paula Abdul song ever. I wish the video had more dancing than just what looked like sex demonstrations O_o

Human Nature. Such a beautiful song.

Britney's BIG comeback song! I'm pissed Taylor Swift broke her first week digital sales record. Womanizer-the song of the summer OR Today was a Fairytale, the song for a cheesey rom com?

I choose Womanizer too.

Scream by Michael and Janet. I wish they had gotten to perform and record more together. This song is AWESOME. The beat, the dancing, the video-which was the most exspensive one ever made, all great. Not to mention Janet's tribute performance proved that she can take down all the wannabe pop starlets of today. Miss Jackson still has it.

Infatuation by Christina Aguilera. A song written about her ex puerto rican boyfriend. Beautiful just like Ms. Aguilera. Love the spanish beat. She should do that more often.

Radar. When I envisioned the video I imagined Britney in a cute little sailor outfit doing a sick choreographed dance number. Not a video about jockeys -_-

She looks good though!

Feedback by Janet. I thought this song deserved to be number one but it did get to the top 20! I hope Janet can rock some tunes when her new studio album is dropped this year. I love when she gives us a good dance tune. It's what she does best.

You probably noticed there are only 23 songs above. That's because two songs, "Lady Gaga Mix" and "Cheer Dance Mix" arent really song but cheer mixes I made. Teehee.

EDIT: I would forget one!!! If U Seek Amy is #6!!!!! Another Brit tune :)